A second.

I don't really have much to say anymore. But sometimes I just wish I'd stop putting others' feelings before mine. And stopped caring so much. I have lost my voice, yet again. If it gets better, I shall muster all the courage I have to scream in their faces. Hah, and that will happen like, in another thirty years or so. Now let me just say something really simple; No one has the right to say who or what others can befriend or what they want to do. Do not make decisions for them, although even I myself find it extremely hard because sometimes they can really be just plain stupid and fucking stubborn that you just want to give them a really tight embracing reality slap- if it's even really possible. You know why? Because you'll end up doing the SAME (goddamn) thing! The closest you get to what I call "conquering" their lives is just by advicing them. Well, I don't have the slightest clue why I just said all that. Maybe it's because I was thinking and looking back at what I've done a few years back made me realise all this.

Well, at least now I'm being honest to myself.
Everyone's a hypocrite. In a way.

Oh, I forgot something. Like they said, if you want something, let it go. If it comes back, then you know it's truly yours. Anyone correct me if I'm wrong.

Goodnight.

P.S. I'm in love with Brad Pitt. Again.
Though he's old enough to be my father.
But who cares? Imagine him and Angelina Jolie being your parents!
Take that!