Blue Oreo Wrapper

I realise my posts are boring. Well, what do you expect? I have no originality. I change every minute. I let people's thoughts influence my own. There. Found the right explanation.
You know what.
I'm gonna learn.
Yeah.
I don't want to be like those typical, stereotypical people
who are desperate for attention, desperate for attention of the opposite sex.
Desperate to keep up with the people who have already moved in the wrong direction even though they already know they would be stuck and lost, in the wrong direction.
See. If you're lost reading that, means you're a gone case. -.-
First step I did was, reduce of the use of vulgarities. although that's only partly true.
I still have quite a foul mouth. XD
Second step i did was, okay. I did the wrong thing. I merely followed people blindly.
Thinking that, maybe if I followed what they did despite hating what they're doing myself, I'd be more....what do you call that? Updated. hell yeah. FOR THE WRONG THING.
lol. Honestly, I don't even know what's the RIGHT thing in the first place.
So, the third step I took was, turned everything in my world upside down.
Think of your own examples, if you know me. Okay, I'll just give you one. or...maybe not. :D
Alright. I think I know where all this is going, from the first sentence "I realise all my posts are boring"... It's more than the posts itself that I'm trying to make out. So.much.more.


I think I'm finally speaking my mind here.
There are alot of hypocrites in this world.
Not that I've just began to realise.
I have noticed this way before hand.
Well, sometimes you just have to accept it -if it doesn't goddamn concern you.
But if it does, you'll have to do something.
But there's something that has been bugging me for quite a while, if you know for yourself that you're not going to end up doing what you have said, don't say it like you really, really mean it. Especially with that face and expression. The "oh I know what I'm doing, alright.." one.
Then you end up doing it like you've never considered that thought ever.
Gah.
whatever. I'm just telling what I have observered for a long time.

Speaking of observing.
I do not talk that much unless I'm feeling random or really interested in that topic.
Otherwise, I just listen.
I want to clearify something.
Just because I don't speak. It doesn't mean that I don't listen.
Even better, I observe.
and even some people noticed that I observe.

I draw my own conclusions, but I don't take that as the right profile for the person.
I think that's the thing that describes it. For now.

Okay my mood has changed.

No, wait. It's back.
I want this to be directed at someone who I think has no clue of how I'm feeling or even gives a damn. So it makes me feel much better to say this.
I think that I'm beggining to dislike you.
You do not realise your own goddamn mistakes.
You think that you always need to get what you want.
You don't appreciate what you already have.
and.
You always think that you know what is happening.

but I never told this to anyone.
because like they cared anyway.
I just felt that I needed to brush this feeling off my shoulders.

;peace(:


The Best Revenge is Bettering Yourself --Zacky V.